Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses.



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Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses.

My roommate asks advice/ questions today: … ‘Hate’ make calm invented, my ‘ Jean, I help, photos hate is hate is ? ‘ …. JeanJean … i need scriptures from Bible…
I : what? (roommate’s B’day , I see 7am; - I and next room , b’day sang and Nechecy purchase card … his happy… ) now 12:00 Q?
…. It’s google and edit ;) and 4 point for him … read and nap….
We can handle anger biblically by communicating to solve the problem.

1) Be honest and speak (Ephesians 4:15; 25). People cannot read our minds. We must speak the truth in love. James 1:19 - Be slow to speak, slow to wrath. Psalm 97:10 O you who love the Lord, hate evil! He preserves the lives of his saints; he delivers them from the hand of the wicked , Proverbs 10:12 Hatred stirs up strife, but love covers all offenses.

2) Stay current (Ephesians 4:26-27). We must not allow what is bothering us to build up until we lose control. Dealing with and sharing what is bothering us before it gets to that point is important.

3) Attack the problem, not the person (Ephesians 4:29; 31). Along this line, we must remember the importance of keeping the volume of our voices low (Proverbs 15:1).

4) Act, not react (Ephesians 4:31-32). Because of our fallen nature, our first impulse is often a sinful one (v. 31). The time spent in "counting to ten" … ;) The only proper way to "be angry and sin not" is to use your natural energy to work on the problem.

Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? (Matthew 5:43-47)

We may also ask advice from others in overcoming the problem. Often others have had the same problem.



Thursday, March 15, 2012

Fear God and give glory to him; for the hour of his judgment is come

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Fear God and give glory to him; for the hour of his judgment is come - The joyful message is properly this, that the hour of God's judgment is come. And hence is that admonition drawn, Fear God and give glory to him. They who do this will not worship the beast, neither any image or idol whatsoever. And worship him that made - Whereby he is absolutely distinguished from idols of every kind. The heaven, and the earth, and the sea, and fountains of water - And they who worship him shall be delivered when the angels pour out their phials on the earth, sea, fountains of water, on the sun, and in the air.


Eastern time, August 29th. In a panic, they try to pull the plug.

Hebrews 10:37 (KJV): For yet a little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry.

Revelations 22:14 (KJV): Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.

Ecclesiastes 5:3 (KJV): For a dream cometh through the multitude of business; and a fool's voice is known by multitude of words.
Exodus 22:18 (KJV): Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live.
Deuteronomy 30:19 (KJV): I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live:

1 Samuel 15:23 (KJV): For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft - (2001, 2002, 2004, 2005, 2007, 2009, 2010, 2011) ? Tennyson Thomas :movie ....
, MRI - 5 MR 2012

Revelation
21:5 And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold,



I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.
21:6 And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end.



I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.

To him who overcomes...
The Lord will grant to sit with Him on His throne. Just as He overcame and sat down with His Father on His throne.
Behold, I make all things new.

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Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Here is wisdom.



Here is wisdom. Let him who has understanding calculate the number of the beast, for it is the number of a man: His number is 666.


Revelation 13:18



Recommended Reading

Revelation 13:11-18



A Georgia man was recently fired for not wearing a sticker saying 666. It represented the number of days his factory had operated without an accident. The man had no trouble wearing 665 the day before or 667 the day after, but he refused to wear 666. He was dismissed, but his case is pending in the courts.



I'll let you decide if he has a valid case, but the day is coming during the Great Tribulation when those who refuse to wear the "Mark of the Beast" will be objects of intense discrimination and persecution. The exact nature of this mark is a mystery, but it will be some kind of universal identification code. Six is the number of humanity, even as seven is the number of God. God is 777 -- a Trinity of perfection. Humanity is 666, and it represents the inability of man to measure up to the perfections of God. But don't get too worried about 666. We have a perfect Savior, a perfect salvation, and a perfect future in heaven.



Whatever may come, we will stand strong for Him and bear His testimony to the world in which we live.

David Jeremiah
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Friday, March 9, 2012

My Bible prophecy - ...Aphasia ,Loss of Language, Apraxia ... My mix of insomnia =  The best dreams = real... it's just ...


Deuteronomy 6:4-5  Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God, the Lord is one.  You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your might.

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Wednesday January 25, 2012

Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!
Praying With Confidence
Lord … God …
These are the little things that we can do in our life for others ; as a return for what all God has done to all of us...
What We Believe – Trust
Chemotherapy Avastin (CDH) + Novocure (clinical trial -UIC) + ProCure & Chemotherapy TMZ (ProCure CDH)
Praxis tasks, fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities... Automatics, numbers, days, months, singing, dysfluency and expressive language skills ... Sort , Common missing , Dizziness and Coediting automatics opposites sequence
123/mon-tue-wed/jan-feb-mar etc…
Nothing Will Be Impossible!
Luke 1:37 For with God nothing shall be impossible.
... I fell strong :) ...
God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!
Do not be afraid - I am with you! (Isaiah 43.1-5)
I am prayer for U ...Upholding you in the everlasting arms of a God for whom all things are possible.
So ... sure 100% ....
Icy ice external world under ... 2300 change ... block cold... pull bug ... when and war?


Attack and hold ... incantation ...extremely happy. D800FX ... ;)


?6 week... sin and snow. little warheads. Carrying as wind winding water gently gemmed genuine jealous die action battle epic 370 106 7 - 300 ? 7 7 6-1


Future is time online Eula y! g+ ? Days??? rest ...



  • Happy hope MIR -.> APR 1st week ... novacure and chemo vs CT.Inf Port .... ProCure 'finking' & following 3-4 week ... 

  • My B'day 6/6/61 = 6681-29 <> 666 > 141215 - 140549 ~ -666 + 111 = 777 = MVM <>  1/4 KEY
  • µ ? 0, D=t Y-C(r+g) – (b-g) = R 
  • vµ?-W ? ve ?e- ; ?eu+ ?v/?r=a
  • ?/9+?=?*Ø?6
  • 8=6600=?EN154/83
  • 2?9/2021?30613 ) DEC
  • C 3 x 6 = 18 K 11 x 6 = 66 W 23 x 6 = 138 & O 15 x 6 = 90 I 9 x 6 = 54 I 9 x
  • 6 = 54 & M 13 x 6 = 78 S 19 x 6 = 114 T 20 x 6 = 120 & P 16 x 6 = 96 S 19 x
  • 6 = 114 C 3 x 6 = 18 & U 21 x 6 = 126 I 9 x 6 = 54 H 8 x 6 = 48 U T 20 x 6 =
  • 120 N 14 x 6 = 84 C 3 x 6 = 18 & & E 5 x 6 = 30 G 7 x 6 = 42 R 18 x 6 = 108
  • & R 18 x 6 = 108 E 5 x 6 = 30 A 1 x 6 =>>> R 18 x 6 = 108 F 6 x 6 = >>> T 18
  • x 6 = 120 &250000^250000'250000~15625000,000000000 D.no = 777
  • 2-2291562-01-77-STN3===103 859333 > TRUE
  • (1+2+3+4+5+6...+36 = 66? B'day =666 * 6/6/1981 @ 29/Feb/2012 ... >
  • 2013/Feb/10 ?
  • ABCàBAC˜BAD=200(3)100/2
  • 11/11/2012 END
  • (1+2+3+4+5+6...+36 = B'day * 6/6/1981 > 29/Feb/2012 ... > 2013/Feb/10 ? 7/3/2012 or 1/6/2012 ;-)
  • 1717 ,7/3/12 
  • 3/5/2012 1800 
  • 777 - 111 = 666 ? 312 $ 132 $ 123 ! 3 WORD = 201EAND8 ? Mar 6, 2012 7:39 PM
  • 570 + 1 808 + 570 - 2 024 + 733 + 5 137 + 570 - 2 000 + 2 370 ~ 77?3??4 = 2008/MAR/18 ---> 2011/MVM/19
  • 6681-001BUS-AB-6681 > 29-Sep-2012  > 6681 - 29 = 6652 ~ 6681 29-Jul-12 > 6681; 29 Nov 2012
  • 60108-1336-11-4-2012-1000-165-630-980-8700-(1951-6-6/666-1981)-111+222+333-444-555-888-999 = 0
  • 3/5/2012 1800 >>>> ?28@355000:2300$10000-20Y'8:24@39*14Y. NUCLEAR ....
  • ?8:11 8/3/2012 > 88 111 0 3 2 ...830 ... 888 - 111 ( 0 x(0/ 3 x3) - 2) v
  • 1717 ,7/3/12 
  • 777 - 111 = 666 ? 312 $ 132 $ 123 ! 3 WORD = 200EAND8 ? Mar 6, 2012 7:39 PM
  • 570 + 1 808 + 570 - 2 024 + 733 + 5 137 + 570 - 2 000 + 2 370 ~ 77?3??4 = 2008/MAR/18 ---> 2011/MVM/19
  • 6681-001BUS-AB-6681 > 29-Sep-2012  > 6681 - 29 = 6652 ~ 6681 29-Jul-12 > 6681; 29 Nov 2012
  • MMV - 6/6/51 - RESTART 

RELEASE
PREDICTCTION
SATAN
TRIUMPH

LOST KEYS ... 1/3 MORE KEY...

God's Healing Words 
by Siloam, Siloam Authors - Read...



 
Jesus Christ,  Father God, give us ears to hear Your promptings to intercede and the will to obey. Amen.
Amen






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Jean

Thursday, February 16, 2012

In God let us strengthen ourselves


The Lord, who is the believer's light, is the strength of his life; not only by whom, but in whom he lives and moves. In God let us strengthen ourselves. Let us encourage each other to wait on the Lord, with patient expectation, and fervent prayer.

Monday, February 13, 2012

We add self-control to knowledge.


We add self-control to knowledge. “Self-control” comes from two words: out of and strength. “Self-control” is power. “Self-control” is mastery over our passions so that we control our desires and actions. God bestows this power upon us.
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Nothing Will Be Impossible!


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Nothing Will Be Impossible!
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Nothing Will Be Impossible!

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Nothing Will Be Impossible!

Medical History:- (updated on 4 Feb 2012)


Feb 3 – Temodar
Feb 2 – ProtonCure
Chemotherapy (Avatin) + novocure + ProtonCure (radiation therapy + Temodar – 4-5 week)
Jan 25 – novocure started
Jan 23:  I went to the Proton Therapy Center and completed the CT simulation, it will take about 10-12 business days for the planning team to complete my treatment plan.  A member from the team will contact me when the plan is ready and will schedule my treatment sessions.  At this point they anticipate it to start the week of February 1st.  The proton therapy has been approved by my insurance.
 
I understand that you will be scheduling the times for my medications once I start the Proton Therapy. 
Will you email me the medication name and the times I should take those medications.  I will be free tomorrow if you want to contact me and I will try to have my friend Elsie be part of the conversation with you. On Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, I am booked with appointments, but I will be free on Saturday again.

Currently, this is my medication schedule
6:30am DEXAMETHASONE
6:00 am FAMOTIDINE
7:00am Keppra
6:30pm DEXAMETHASONE
7:00pm Keppra

SULFAMETH/TMP DS TAB –
ONDANSETRON
TEMODAR
These 3 medications will be started during proton therapy.  How should I schedule these medications with the above medications.


Jan 19: Saw Andria Baumgartner- Speech Language Pathologist (CDH): Recommends skill therapy services- to focus on fill in sentences for word recall, and increase expressive language skill. She will fax you the notes from my visit. – Praxis tasks, buttoning, putting on watches, and fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities. Activity work: automatics, numbers, days, months, singing.
Goal: progressing and improvement and phoneme cues, less dysfluency.
Plan: focus on automatics, fill in sentences for work recall, breath support to show rate, and increase expressive language skills.

Jan 18: Yesterday and today morning have wheezing & difficulty breathing... I have seizure 17 Jan'11 - last 5 min. I take Lorazepam 1 mg. Yesterday and today i try buttoning, putting on watches, week right.

Jan 16: Met with Dr. Sweeney at CDH ProtonCure. Mock session and marking the site for radiation therapy on Mon 23’ Jan for ProCure Proton Therapy. They are trying to get approval from my insurance for the proton therapy. The financial advisor stated that all information has been submitted to my insurance today (Jan 19th - Jocelin – 630-821-6384) and it should take 1-2 weeks before I hear anything from them. My insurance is out of network and they are trying to get approval for in network and that is why it is taking time for approval.

Jan 18: I met Dr. Herbert Engelhard, University of Illinois Hospital in Chicago and have been approved trial case. NovoCure "Novo TTF" (TTF stands for "tumor-treating fields"). NovoCure training session will be on Thursday January 26th. An MRI will be done for the trial every 2 month at UIC.

Jan 12: Dr. Ayers office called and I have set up an appointment to see him on Friday January 27th @ CDH. I will have my next Avastin treatment at UIC on January 25th 2011. After I see Dr. Ayers on the 27th Jay 2011, they will set up my Avastin treatment at CDH Cancer Center.



3 Jan 2012 – subdural collection with reduced contrast enhancement with focal areas of cavitations that also appear to decreased in size. These effects may be due to the Avastin. Edema surrounding the surgical bed shows interval worsening with increasing mass effect an adjacent structures. Concern in raised that this increased edema may be producing the mass effect causing pain on the adjacent dura as well as well as the worsening of the speech difficulties…

MRI Report: 01/03/2012 , 12/01/2011 and dating back to 03/01/2008 ...
Multiple resections 19 Mar 2008, 19 Aug 2010 … Left front parietal craniotomy
Glioblastoma 3rd and Astrocytoma 1st / 2nd Anaplastic (Malignant, High Grade, III)
Now 3 cycles Avastin (8 Dec 2011)


Oct 2011: Start TEMODAR – 380 mg (5 days)  - 3 months …

Aug 2011 : There was no recurrence of tumor for these 2.5 years. Mar 2nd week’s MRI was clean and Jul 1st week’s MRI shows recurrence.  I am undergoing awake-craniotomy with speech mapping to remove tumor and cyst that formed in my left side of brain. Surgery is scheduled on 19th Aug 2011 at Provena Saint Joseph Medical Center - Joliet.

On March 1st 2008 I was taken to UIC Medical Center , Chicago with some seizure activity and syncopal episode and aphasia. MRI shows roughly 2-3 cm mass in left front temporal /parietal lobe.  I underwent surgical awake resection craniotomy  of the lesion on March 19th 2008. Pathology report showed grade III anaplastic asterocytoma (with a ki67 or 5-6%).
I took 4 cycles of 5 day radiation in May 2008 and started Temodar (www.temodar.com)  on Jun 2008 with  5 day/month with 180mg for 6 months and then taper off to 140mg and then to 100mg and stopped the medication by May 2009. I was put on Lyrica 75 mg night for 2 years and now I am off of this. I am taking Keppra (www.keppraxr.com)  1750 BID for controlling my seizure due to resection. Doctors are planning to taper off Keppra starting from March 2011 onwards; But I have to keep a minimum level of Keppra for a long time.
The latest MRI report taken on 10 Nov 2010 says that there is no evidence of recurrence, status post left frontopariental craintomy with underlying encephalomalacic changes, cystic change and gliosis without change from previous studies (6 MRI’s compared starting from 29 May 2009). The blood volume on the MRI perfusion study does not demonstrate any increased vascularity that could be associated with tumor recurrence.  Doctors will continue couple of MRI’s this year and will stop monitoring my case.
I went to Speech Therapy for 3 months after my surgery and Occupational therapy for 2 months ; Experiencing speech break if I am nervous or tired or when trying to say a new word that I did not say in these 3 years. I experience occasional numbness in the 1st and 2nd finger of my right hand if I did not get enough rest. Also a chance of getting partial seizure if I am missing a dose of my seizure medication; And I used to carry seizure breakthrough medication always with me. Health wise I am doing better now; doing regular walking and taking healthy diet with lots of antioxidants in my diet. I started by driving by March 2009 and enjoying the climate at Chicago. 

Dec 2011 - Diagnosis: -

To: "SOMA SINHA ROY" <somasr5@hotmail.com>
Hello,

Just wanted to give you some info regarding another neurooncologist, as you have requested, especially since Dr. Villano is leaving UIC.
I would highly recommend Dr. Nicholas Vick and his group, including Dr. Ryan Merrell and Dr. Nina Paleologos. Their office contact info is 847-570-1808 (phone), and 847-733-5137 (fax). They are located in Evanston, at NorthShore Hospital . Hope this helps.

Best,
Soma Sinha Roy, MD

Dear Jean,
The nurse is on vacation this week. Dr. Engelhard will call you regarding your nausea medication; he also agrees that you should go to the ER. Please call your uncle regarding transport.
Best,
Dr. Soma
----

Jean, I would like for you to come in and obtain an MRI of the brain. It is best if you got it soon and through the ER (and they can take care of the Vicodin Rx). Can you do this soon? I am okay with Depakote.

John L. Villano, M.D., Ph.D
Director of Medical Neuro-Oncology,


From: Jean Mathew [mailto:jean.mathew@gmail.com]
Sent: Sunday, January 01, 2012 11:49 AM
To: John L Villano Cc: vmaynal@uic.edu; 'Morris, Kelly (PSJMC)'; jgolick@uic.edu
Subject: Regarding headaches and update...

Hi Dr. Villano,
I have had 2 days where I have had severe headache at my left frontal forehead area with nausea. The headaches disappear when I take the Vicodin 500mg. On 1/30/11 at night I took 1 vicodin and went to sleep and by morning it was better. On 1/31/11 night, I took another Vicodin and the headache got better. Again this morning I had another headache and took another vicodin and I feel better now. Last night I had muscle cramp on my right last 3 fingers and I took 0.5mg of Ativan for that. I also has had itching on my face and head and I have been taking loratadine tablet for the itching. I just want to know if it is alright for me to continue taking the Vicodin for my headaches and if so, I need another prescription for the Vicodin?

I just wanted to update you on my medication changes. My neuro doctor Roy Sucholeiki at Neurosciences Institute at CDH increased my Keppra dose to 1000mg tablet 2 times daily and stopped my Lyrica tablets. On 12/22/11, I had an appointment with Dr. Englehard and he gave me a prescription for Depakote ER 500mg 1 tablet 2 times daily, but he only wants me to take it if you approve it based on the condition of my liver. ( In 2008, I remember you had put me on Depakote and then stopped it because of something with my liver condition. At that time, you changed my medication to Keppra.) Please let me know what I should do regarding the Depakote.

I had 2 cycles of Avastin so far, and I think I will need to have a MRI after 2 more cycles of the Avastin. There has been some delay with the treatments (TTF) at Novocure and I think my MRI's will be delayed also. Can you give me a order for an MRI so I can do it after 2 more cycle of the Avastin? If I wait for Novocure, my MRI will be delayed.
Can you updated me on your new email and phone number?
Thanks,Jean


From: Mihailovic, Marko [mailto:miha@uic.edu]
Sent: Tuesday, January 03, 2012 9:22 PM
To: Jean Mathew; nbtorres@uic.edu; Watson, Karriem
Subject: RE: Phone : 630 363 4743

Hi Jean,
Yes, I have heard from Dr. E. that you are a good candidate for the NovoTTF commercial use. Therefore, Dr. E needs to see you again at his clinic.

Nancy,
please schedule an appointment w/Dr. E for pt, Jean Mathew, per Dr. Engelhard's request.

Thank you in advance,
Marko

Saturday, February 4, 2012

http://photoshealingwords.blogspot.com/2012/02/v-behaviorurldefaultvmlo.html

Thursday, January 26, 2012

I have meditation & pray... God's Heal U...



Reducing stress makes controlling eczema much easier. However, in today’s fast-paced world, Here are some time-tested techniques that can help effectively manage the stress of everyday life: Maintain your treatment regimen. When life becomes especially hectic, it is important to comply with your treatment regimen to help avoid a flare-up.
Don’t skimp on sleep. Adequate sleep reduces stress and gives skin time to rejuvenate. Pace yourself. Think calm. Take a minute or two to think calming thoughts when under stress.
Free your mind with a relaxation technique. Deep breathing, progressive relaxation, visualization, yoga, meditation, or listening to a relaxation CD can help. Write away your worries. Research shows that taking 15 minutes each day to write down your concerns is an effective stress management technique. Ripping up the paper after you finish writing also helps relieve stress. Participate in a hobby. Doing something you enjoy can enhance your mental, emotional, and physical well-being.Make time for yourself everyday. Create a list of things you enjoy. Find time everyday to do something you enjoy with Family and Friends ... 

Prayer

- Jean Mathew

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Praying With Confidence – 2012 Jan 25



  • 1.    Praying
  • 2.    Edit Photo
  • 3.    Nap
  • 4.    Call to Dad & Mom Family…
  • 5.    Breakfast
  • 6.    To UIC
  • 7.    Call my friends Shaym, Jiss, Kaur, Binta(miss), Anns(miss), Merin(voice),    – to UIC way
  • 8.    SP- UIC
  • 9.    UIC – Report Med Rec
  • 10.  Last Infusion Chemotherapy Avastin @ UIC Oncology Center ...Move to CDH
  • 11.  CH start
  • 12.  Stated
  • 13.  I nap – 2 hr
  • 14.  Neurosurgery – ne/dr see my see
  • 15.  Dr appt – Avatin .. 4 clycs … Pray !
  • 16.  Oncology - dr/nr see my see
  • 17.  Uncle drive
  • 18.  1 hr nap 
  • 19.  Call to Dad
  • 20. Call my Sis
  • 21.  CVS
  • 22.  Annie call and home
  • 23.  Kid & Aunt
  • 24.  I nap
  • 25.  Diner
  • 26.  My Blog J
  • 27.  Pray
  • 28.  Good Day 



Tuesday, January 24, 2012

God + Human + Brain + My Dreams

Dreams 48hr – 20Fri (00:00hr) – 22Sun (06:45hr)

[God + Human + Brain + My Dreams ] (ask Amma - mom)

2012 Jan……..01-03..04-14…15-19…20..23…

MY HEADACHE ,  PAIN AND BRAIN BLEED… IS THAT REAL !

CC:  Family + My Friend (Alex Amma Anns Anuj Biji Binta Elsie Georgekutty Girish Jaico Jeethu Jinu Georg Jiss Kanu Mathai Acha Matthew Merin Neema Nitesh Pius
Reno Roopa Sarah Sheby Sheeba Tennyson RevThomas Lynda Nancy Paul Preetha RevJoymathew Shyam Soju Thomasvp Eipe Viju Pramod)

CC:  Dr. – John, Soma, Andria …
My BLEED’s Dreams  : Praxis tasks, fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities... Automatics, numbers, days, months, singing, dysfluency and expressive language skills ... well as well as the worsening of the speech difficulties…
Sort , Common missing , Dizziness and  
Dreams + Real
Aphasia Loss of language
Apraxia Lost of praxis motor planning
Antonia Loss of names
Coediting automatics opposites sequence…123/mon-tue-wed/jan-feb-mar etc..
Nothing Will Be Impossible (Luke 1:37)


Prayer + Med + [Book: Read : (Mom) ]
(Book: Gift, Merin) God's Healing Words by Siloam, Siloam Authors
(CD: Gift, Nancy) MARK SCHULTZ LAUNCHES “THE RENAISSANCE TOUR” WITH JASON GRAY AND DAVID KLINKENBERG ON MARCH 10TH

o    Start 10:30pm 23/jan/2012, now
o    now 11:20
o    now 11:45 edit - start type…
o    now 24/jan/2012 02:30…
o    End


Sun 1/1/2012 02:50 AM… events ….

Jan 1: ER CDH MRI (Called)

ü  1 Jan 0250 Mail
o    Girsh
o    John L Villano
o    Marko
o    Annie
o    Acha 640p
o    Jeethu 7p
ü  Call
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  1 Jan : PAIN – 3 pill day Vicodin
ü  2 Jan : PAIN – 1 pill day Vicodin
ü   
ü   



Jan 3: ER UIC MRI

ü  3Jan 0700 Mail
ü  No email…
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Nitesh
ü  3 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin

subdural collection with reduced contrast enhancement with focal areas of cavitations that also appear to decreased in size. These effects may be due to the Avastin. Edema surrounding the surgical bed shows interval worsening with increasing mass effect an adjacent structures. Concern in raised that this increased edema may be producing the mass effect causing pain on the adjacent dura as well as well as the worsening of the speech difficulties…

 

MRI Report: 01/03/2012 , 12/01/2011 and dating back to 03/01/2008 ...

Multiple resections 19 Mar 2008, 19 Aug 2010 … Left front parietal craniotomy

Glioblastoma 3rd and Astrocytoma 1st / 2nd Anaplastic (Malignant, High Grade, III)

Now 3 cycles Avastin (8 Dec 2011)



Jan 4-14
ü  8Jan 0800 Mail
o    ProCure (CDH Proton)
o    Inna (NorthShore)
o    Jiss 1/11
o    Anns
ü  4 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  5 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü   
ü  6 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  7 Jan : NO PAIN
ü  8 Jan : PAIN – 4 pill days Vicodin
ü  9 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  10 Jan : PAIN – 1 pill days Vicodin
ü  11 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  12 Jan : PAIN – 4 pill days Vicodin

Dr. Ayers office called and I have set up an appointment to see him on Friday January 27th @ CDH. I will have my next Avastin treatment at UIC on January 25th 2011. After I see Dr. Ayers on the 27th Jay 2011, they will set up my Avastin treatment at CDH Cancer Center.


ü  13 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  13Jan : DEXAMETHASONE – 13Jan 6pm …
ü  14 Jan : NO PAIN
ü   


Jan 15-19
ü  15Jan 0250 Mail
o    Shyam
o    11am - Medical Details 2012 -16Jan – Inna, John, Soma
o     
o    16Jan 2p, - Acha – George & Me (mail)
o    18Jan Jeby – car
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  15Jan NO PAIN
ü  16Jan NO PAIN

Met with Dr. Sweeney at CDH ProtonCure. Mock session and marking the site for radiation therapy on Mon 23’ Jan for ProCure Proton Therapy. They are trying to get approval from my insurance for the proton therapy. The financial advisor stated that all information has been submitted to my insurance today (Jan 19th - Jocelin – 630-821-6384) and it should take 1-2 weeks before I hear anything from them. My insurance is out of network and they are trying to get approval for in network and that is why it is taking time for approval.


ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  17Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 1.0mg , ASTHMA - 6-5 puff
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  18Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 1.0mg , ASTHMA - 4-5 puff

Yesterday and today morning have wheezing & difficulty breathing... I have seizure 17 Jan'11 - last 5 min. I take Lorazepam 1 mg. Yesterday and today i try buttoning, putting on watches, week right.


I met Dr. Herbert Engelhard, University of Illinois Hospital in Chicago and have been approved trial case. NovoCure "Novo TTF" (TTF stands for "tumor-treating fields"). NovoCure training session will be on Thursday January 26th. An MRI will be done for the trial every 2 month at UIC.



ü  19Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 0.5mg, ASTHMA - 2 puff…

 

Saw Andria Baumgartner- Speech Language Pathologist (CDH): Recommends skill therapy services- to focus on fill in sentences for word recall, and increase expressive language skill. She will fax you the notes from my visit. – Praxis tasks, buttoning, putting on watches, and fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities. Activity work: automatics, numbers, days, months, singing.

Goal: progressing and improvement and phoneme cues, less dysfluency.

Plan: focus on automatics, fill in sentences for work recall, breath support to show rate, and increase expressive language skills.



Jan 20 : Dreams? 11pm to 4am morning? Musical like ... Renaissance! Awake. or read meditation ... or "God healing words spokes through His word".

ü  Mail
o     Shyam – CD and Med Rec
o    Elsie
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
ü  20Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA

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Jan 21-22 ...
ü  Mail
o    Shyam
o    Nitesh
o    Elsie
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  21Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  22Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  8 to 1 pm : PRAYER, Read, Music  
ü  11:45 amma…
ü  11:30 ... sleepless 
ü  1am -5am: PRAYER, Read, Music  
ü  10:10 pm u+
ü   

NO PAIN, NO SEIZURES,
NO ASTHMA - HAPPY ... 2HR NAP [1-3PM] SOUND :-)

22Jan:
ü  Mail
o     Elsie
o     
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  22Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  300 pm :-) Sound nap
ü  800 pm … Music  
ü   
ü  200 am :) PRAYER, Read, Music  
ü  3:00 u+ ... Amma...
ü  2:00 Amma ... 
ü  1:10 u+
ü  Nap
ü  06:45 – Photo – Cat
ü  06:50 - Lynda Blue , mail – I call –
ü  07:20 - Church

Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!
God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

23Jan: Green Flag :) just came home ... Insurance say "OK" ... Mock session and marking done.

ü  Mail
o     Shyam
o     
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o     
ü   
ü  23Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü   
ü  3:00 u+ ... Amma...
ü  2:00 Amma ... 
ü  1:10 u+  
ü   
ü  0800pm: Nap (prayer , Amma+ Uncle + Aunty +ME)
ü  I tired…
ü  1035pm: watch time

 

I went to the Proton Therapy Center and completed the CT simulation, it will take about 10-12 business days for the planning team to complete my treatment plan.  A member from the team will contact me when the plan is ready and will schedule my treatment sessions.  At this point they anticipate it to start the week of February 1st.  The proton therapy has been approved by my insurance.

 

I understand that you will be scheduling the times for my medications once I start the Proton Therapy. 

Will you email me the medication name and the times I should take those medications.  I will be free tomorrow if you want to contact me and I will try to have my friend Elsie be part of the conversation with you. On Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, I am booked with appointments, but I will be free on Saturday again.

 

Currently, this is my medication schedule

6:30am DEXAMETHASONE

6:00 am FAMOTIDINE

7:00am Keppra

6:30pm DEXAMETHASONE

7:00pm Keppra


SULFAMETH/TMP DS TAB –

ONDANSETRON

TEMODAR

These 3 medications will be started during proton therapy.  How should I schedule these medications with the above medications.



God's way is perfect ...
All the Lord's promises prove true...
He is a shield for all who look to him for protection ... Psalm 18:30

24 TUE DONE – (Free MAN, Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!)

-      Jean Mathew